my way, or the highway.

my way, or the highway.
I can't believe how fast things are moving, ending, and changing. I often feel as if I am missing out on life, like too many people, or events pass me by and I don't have the power to stop and freeze time, just for two minutes. I feel like there is an entire world out there to see, history lessons and languages to learn, parties to go to, bands to discover...but I'm right here writing about it, instead of acting in consequences. It's like our generation, wants it all quickly and without moving a single muscle. Kids nowadays want money, not an actual hard but paying job. They want power, but they aren't exactly ready to work to obtain it. It's like life became just a game, like an option. You either are successful at everything or don't even try to be. I criticize but I'm not exactly better, I want everything without having to suffer to gain it. But here's the deal, we are all just sitting there, waiting for life to spoil us, but that's not going to happen, so stop laying on your bed all day, stop doing nothing but eating chips, and watching your show or talking to your friends on msn. Like ' hey hi' 'hi' 'how are you' ' I'm fine thank you' 'what's new' 'nothing' 'and you' ' nothing either' . In other words, stop wasting that precious time, start going out with new people, start calling old friends you haven't talk to in years, ask about new bands, go shopping, give hugs, enjoy life and give yourself time to make memories. Spice your life a little cause it looks like we're all becoming couch potatoes. Whatever it is you want in your life, get out there and get it.


[ Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told you should want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned ]

# Enviado el jueves 23 de agosto de 2007 13:10

Le moment.

Le moment.
Je pourrais m'assoir la n'importe ou, sur un banc avec toi dans la rue, sur un trottoir ou sur un toit.
Juste parler avec toi, te voir, te sourrir, rire comme je n'ai jamais rit, m'amuser,
Aimer, etre heureuse dans le vrai sens du terme, parce qu'avec toi je suis bien, et que
Meme si c'e n'est que pour un moment, les sourirs auront enfin une signification
Les blagues seront vraiment droles, les nuages vriament bleus, et moi je serais vraiment heureuse.
Et meme si je rentrerais, qu'apres on se quitteras, qu'apres les choses se compliqueront
... petit a petit, on se perderas de vue dans l'immensité et la complexité de nos vies.
Je veux profiter de tes levres, de la douceurs de tes mots. Juste pour un soir, meme si apres on s'oubliras. Quand nos vies déviront, quand on ne se verras plus, Meme si un jour on se croisent plus tard, dans une allée, dans une ruelle, Nos regard se croiseront , une impression de deja vue.
Mais rien de plus, alors profte, la maintenant. Tes mots s'envolent, les idees se basculent. Dans ma tete les images, les idees,et les souvenirs se propagent. Alors que je suis simplement la, assise avec toi a regarder les etoiles...pour un moment juste un moment qui passeras, tu passeras.
Mais tu resteras graver dans mon coeur a jamais, toi , et tout ces petits moments...Dont j'ai tant profiter. J'amenerais avec moi une infine petite parcelle de toi tout au long de ma vie.

# Enviado el sábado 14 de julio de 2007 23:32

Modificado el jueves 23 de agosto de 2007 13:23

25.

25.
The bitter wind weaved it's way through the trees so tall.
Colors invading sight ,I think I've found my new addiction tonight.
The phone call, left me paralyzed from the waist down.
The pureness of it all.

And then your siren began to sing ,I know this may be redundant.
But I think it bares repeating.
I think I've found my other half; I swear I've found my better half
I think I've found my other half; I swear I've found my better half
I think I've found my other half; I swear I've found my better half
Here we go.

# Enviado el miércoles 27 de junio de 2007 12:54

24.

24.
Stutter step through another trap set by deception.Mention rejection: Always lies in your eyes.
Settles in your action, jeopardize everything that I want and I won't compromise anything anymore
In any way victimize myself any more.Manipulations on my mind, Expectations well defined.
Frustrate me.Liberate me.Cause everything's falling apart.You can't control me, You can't control me.
Everything's falling apart.Now I can't see you.Doesn't matter what I do.I can't see you.

Cause everything's falling apart.


I woke up with bruises all over my body, a head hake and vague memories from last night.I never thought i could screw everything up this badly.I feel so stupid for the things I have done yesterday, i shouldn't have drink at all.I'm sorry.I almost threw myself at you, and I got rejected.You are the guy who is suppose to love me.I threw myself at you and got rejected. You don't love me and my heart is almost breaking, it's cheesy but I'm just so sad. I'm not eating, I'm not smiling , I'm not going out, I'm locked up in a room feeling lonely.I love you. I just hope that we could go back to the way things use to be, you know when you loved me and I kept saying over and over again ' I'm sorry, I can't choose my feelings' . I wish i could go back in time. I wish i could see you right now.I wish you could talk to me for once and tell me honestly what is on your mind without just popping out a love declaration. I need to see your gentle blue eyes and I need to talk to you.
I'm sorry for yesterday, I just really needed to tell you.


I keep looking down my window.
I keep looking down my window.But no one's there.

# Enviado el martes 26 de junio de 2007 16:45

Modificado el martes 26 de junio de 2007 16:59

23.

23.
[Bye Bye Superman - Geyster]

At dawn I like to surf the Milky Way
And fly around and round the Equator day
Don't try to push me, you're just gonna loose
I'll crush you right back down into your shoes
You'd better let me go

Bye Bye Superman
Fly Fly Superman

# Enviado el lunes 18 de junio de 2007 00:37